known as the chicken...

"why is it easy to give words of encouragement, yet it's almost impossible to receive and accept one when others do the same..."


I thank all to those who tried to bring my spirits up the past week... really appreciate it... but i would need more time to bring myself back to my feet again... its not easy.

months of perseverance... all doesnt seem to matter anymore...

Still in taiwan at this point in time... 6 more days back home. thats where i want to be now... at my own room alone. a break from everything else... away from hospitals, away from the needles and drips, away from doctors, away from my superiors, away from training and regimentation...



Putting up a mask and pretending to be able to stand up... =)

...for now that is...