known as the chicken...

Sigh...

Just couldnt help it... Im sorry man...

Its been so long since i had it, just couldn't control any more... just couldn't resist any longer...

Just had to confess, conscience is killing me...

did it yesterday night, when everyone is asleep... was risky still though...

I know no matter wad i say now will not change the fact that i already did it...

im sorry... im reall am... sighs... i dunno who will understand my situation... maybe no one will... no one is me...

maybe im weak, maybe im pathetic, maybe i just couldn't control...

will people forgive me? will they have a different perception of me again? will they treat me differently from now?

will they think that im some sick guy?

I dunno man... sighs...

didn't know after having it, it can make me so guilty...

i mean...







eating Tom Yam noodles when you're still sick really that bad?

lol.