known as the chicken...

"why is it easy to give words of encouragement, yet it's almost impossible to receive and accept one when others do the same..."


I thank all to those who tried to bring my spirits up the past week... really appreciate it... but i would need more time to bring myself back to my feet again... its not easy.

months of perseverance... all doesnt seem to matter anymore...

Still in taiwan at this point in time... 6 more days back home. thats where i want to be now... at my own room alone. a break from everything else... away from hospitals, away from the needles and drips, away from doctors, away from my superiors, away from training and regimentation...



Putting up a mask and pretending to be able to stand up... =)

...for now that is...

Living in a ten man bunk in camp is crazy. :) so much more fun than in a 2 man bunk previously. Lots of Crap talking, singing, playing guitar, jokes... Haha. Never smiled and laughed so much like this when in Safti. Now bunkmates are planning for our chinese new year outing this friday after my camp's Cny celebration. Dun think can join them man. Sad. My family reunion on same day. Hopefully can still join them late at night. Valentine's day's tmr. still remember last year >.< well... hopefully can make her smile again Tmr :)

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The ability to walk from bedok interchange to your family... To be able to enjoy the breeze, to appreciate all the lightings at night. To have no need to rush from one location to another, to have a slow comfortable walk... back to a place called Home.

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I want to study for my upcoming exam, but at the same time i just want to laze and just do nothing. Why is this so?

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There was never such thing as a prefered route. Only the shortest and quickest possible route to our destination. Yes, we all know that Singapore's road network are relatively well interconnected and there are more than one way to go from point x to point y.

Its quite common sense that we would rather travel 9km to our destination than travelling 15km using another longer route. So why do cabbies keep insisting that we tell them our prefered route?

Are they HOPING that we commuters do not know about the local roads, so that u can attempt to go via the long way so we can pay more??

zzz... gtg... endurance training is at 7.30am! be back soon...

mmmm... thank god for the holidays... its great to be able to rest and have proper sleep after so long.

Hmm... used to hav alot of things to write... but my com at my bunk at ocs just wouldnt let me log on to blogger for some reason.

Despite the rough journey ofo service term in alpha wing ocs... looking back, i'm quite thankful for the experiences and memories. Mixed feelings... feeling both glad and sad to be crossing over to signals. Its always the same feeling... the transition phase, when moving on to something different... one part of you wants to move on and try something different, yet at the same time u do not to move, and just stay comfortably at where you were, even if things will remain tugh.

Been doing infantry stuff since bmt, about 6 months le... wanna try something different in my ns life too... tts why i expressed interest in signals... haha... but ya... i can foresee in the future, that i'll be the typical person and start to complain and whine about stuff about signals... stay tuned!!

For the record for those who don't know... yea i got Charged about 2 months back... confined for a month... was super down and unmotivated during that month. with a few unsupportive ppl from the typical secular world who doesnt understand the meaning of persecution, it wasnt easy living thru those days... So for those who wondered where i was that period, ya now u know.

Lovely sunday morning... on my bro's com while he's sleeping soundly. my com died again. think gonna get a new one soon...

Meanwhile, i'll be going to brunei for training from 1 Jan '07 2200 to 11 Jan '07... so ya, if im uncontactable... you know why.

Blessed belated christmas ppl, and a blessed 2007!



"Seeing your smile, is already a christmas gift for me..."

w00t!! I'm alive!! barely survived service term of OCS! lol...

mmmm... will update more soon... meanwhile im trying to salvage wadever documents i can before my dying computer dies even further (pardon for my engrish).

brb!

Its all an act...

acting to be happy... to be well... to be alive...

Yea... that's me...

Ahhh... I'm dead tired!!

Currently living as the lowest life form in Army... an Officer cadet... lol...

8 more months to go... >.<

praise God for church today... feeling refrshed and glad to be in civilisation once again...

k... gtg... need to go back camp le... all the way to boon lay from pasir ris... ZzZzzz... bye!

Yay! Finally graduated from BMT... no more going back to Tekong! At least for now... haha... today is my end of my block leave... after 10 days of slacking haha... Passing out parade was fun... after all the hours practicing, thank God it didn't rain during the parade, coz the wet-weatehr programme kinda sucked as compared to the normal weather parade program.

Really missed civilian life man. haha... really enjoyed my block leave... but as of now, i'm left with one day to relax, before going to my new posting.

Got posted to Officer Cadet School, in SAFTI Military institute... all the at Boon Lay! ZzZzzz... I need to travel from one end of this island to the other! argh! lol... booking in on this coming Monday man... haha... Really hope I can survive the next nine months of training. Heard from my frens that its gonna be real tough in there... jia lat...

Feeling sian today... zzzz... dun ask why...

Yay... got my new phone le =) samsung D900... chio man... haha... pictures from the cam phone are so much bedder than my previous phone... and the phone is slim! chio-ness...

Argh... pelican pizza disappointed me today man... they didnt arrive with my order! waited for more than 2 hours... zzz...

Sian...

One more day of freedom... heard theres gonna be another 3 weeks of confinement when we enter Ocs... zzzz...

>.<


  


Aww... isn't it cute?? hahaha...