known as the chicken...

18th May 2006, the day where i was just a footstep from being knocked down by a motorbike, while i was in between some cars in a tight position. Made me realized how sometimes we take life for granted so easily... and how life can be ended just so easily. think i mentioned this in my previous blogs before: "theres only one way to enter into this world, but over a million ways to leave this world."

Going to make it a point to enjoy every moment i have tt im so blessed with... :) will try my best not to complain and whine abt life, though i think tts gonna be hard, since we are all singaporeans, and being "complain-ful" (if theres such a word), and nvr satisfied. haha.

Ordered pizzas for dinner just now, and watched Scary Movie 1 enjoying my slices. haha... cant wait for Scary movie 4 to be out, another lame show to catch, just love meaningless, plotless comedies at times. Its good to laugh once in a while, does relieve stress and any aches that we have.

Kingdom of Loathing is also another stress-relieving game out there. a webbased rpg with brainless killings, leveling, and collecting items. Some of their stories and messages are also full of jokes, really fun... ^^

Caught Da vinci code yesterday with her yesterday, though i didnt read the book, she was there filing me with details about the chars etc. haha. One thing i dun understand, is even though Dan Brown took ideas from other books and together with his own, created his novel, and he even told his audience that his book is Fictional! and yet why do certain ppl still believe that his novel is a true account of facts?

Personally yea, i'll just be treating the movie as a very well planned mystery-puzzle-like story. Dun think it'llbe affecting my faith in Christ. Even if Dan brown didnt tell his audience that his story is fiction, i would personally know its fictional, since all that he portrayed in his books and movie is kinda bullshit, baseless "facts" with Dan's imagination.

Yea! Motivation to blog is back!! haha... this wont last long however... =P

Any-o-how, heres an update on what happened to me last 1 and a half weeks ago:
- Lost my wallet on bus 853 when alighting at marine parade there,
- realised wallet missing 1 min after alighting,
- send a fren home,
- spend a moment panicking,
- took a free bus ride on bus 43 to upper east coast terminal
- realised the terminal was empty...
- eugene got owned...
- time: 1.00am, the same period the election results were out...
- went home on a cab, dad helped me pay for it,
- dad scolded/nagged/yelled/raised voice at me. thks alot, i really needed those. zzz...
- cant stand it anymore, broke down for night...

felt so much better after letting out all your tears that have been in you for so long... tt week was emotionally sucky and painful, and i just had to end the week with a lost wallet and a scolding... zzz...

But yea... God punishes us all once in awhile, especially after hurting someone you love... but yea, our Lord forgives too, and pick us up eventually. =)

Praise God that i found my wallet on tuesday, smrt managed to find it after i emailed to them about the loss, and went to yishun to pick it up on last tuesday evening. Everything was in there still, there was more cash than what i have reported loss eventually... lol. yea.

Same night, got hit by the Influenza virus. Ta ma de... zzz... quite bad... flu + fever is no joke ok... whole day down with a stuffed nose, a tired feverish self can kill you in the long run. Till now, im still sniffing abit. Its been a week plus liao lor... Hmmm, the hematologist at my workplace there told me to rest well, coz he said a full blown infection can last till 2 whole weeks.

eugene got owned again...

went kayaking last saturday with a few of my cell peeps! me, isabel and rachel seemed to be unsatisfied with our fair skin lol...

yea at least i got a lil teeny bit darker... yeah.

Thank God for Jared man... thks for all the support you've given me man... and sorry u had burnt ur shoulders instead of getting it tanned... haha... noob. lol.

"A single-hearted devoted fool seem to be hurting himself everytime...
while a fickled-minded playboy hurt others..."

Sigh... no wonder the pain is so great at times...

I'm happily waiting... ^^

Song of the week: "You Are" - Hillsongs

You are my light and salvation
In whom shall I fear
You are the strength of all my days
Of whom shall I be afraid
Though war may rise against me
Of this will I be sure

That I may bless the Lord forever
I'll bless your holy name
Yes I will bless the Lord forever
I'll bless your holy name

Lord it is you I desire
It's you that I seek
To live with you in your house forever
Beholding your beauty
And in the time of trouble
Of this will I be sure

That I may bless the Lord forever
I'll bless your holy name
Yes I will bless the Lord forever
I'll bless your holy name

You asked me who do I
Say that you are and I
Say that you are the Christ
Son of the Living God!

Have a blessed week my frens ^^

Approximately one more month before my enlistment date... and yes... time really seem short... i can have onli a limited time to do the things i usually do... just that amount of time left to spend before my life goes into a "Change". Only about 30 or so days to do the things i want...

Change. Somthing that we cant ever hide from... though how sometimes we wish that things/situations remain the way they are now... Changes happen almost everyday... how we have to 'change' to adapt to our new school/class/workplace... how we have to cope with a loss of a close family member, how we have to change and cope that one day ur fave stall no longer sells yu pian mee fen, how we have to change our lifestyle as someone us prepares to enter national service...

Though i may hav heard lots of stories from several ppl about their experiences and life in NS, i know i can nvr fully understand until my time really comes...

My life will change... the moment i enlist...

Changes...

When im 'away' in tekong, wad other changes apart from my life will take place?

My inability to communicate with friends in mainland... my inability to catch up with frens in mainland? the possibilty that friends 'forget' about me since im away? The meeting of new friends and company in my unit? The worldy influences I might be receiving during my time in ns? The ability to cope with the new life? The fact that i have to be away from my family for long periods of time?

Working this week has been painful for me... emotionally... sighs...

Thinking about ns and changes that i have to go and experience thru, made me think and reflect on the many possible scenarios that might happen when im in tekong... and it made me realise the millions of possible changes that i have to face when im in the army and when i finally get to ORD.

Changes...

It is Damn scary when theres so many of them...

"Why do u sound like that? I dun understand at all...
What have I done? What did I say?
I really want to know...
Do you really want to see me fall?"

Went out with my cell for dinner yesterday. learnt a valuable lesson bout women when observing how grace chen "responded" and not reply when "someone" sms-ed her...

Went out with jared for dinner today and had the cell guys meeting today, i attended it the first time today haha... was fun chatting and fellowshipping though onli a few of us came...

ba tired... late le, still have work later on polling day... ZzZzzz...

Too tired to think for the day... afraid my brain may start to 'wonder' again when i start work later... oh man...

Anyway, on a fun note... here's something from Kingdom of Loathing to entertain you guys... haha...


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What we see of reality, here in the Kingdom, is but a fraction of what truly exists.

Long before the Times of Old, all was Void. And the Void was stumbled upon by an ancient race of trans-dimensional Beings.

I know not what they called themselves, but I call them "The Designers."

They created all that we see, through their mastery of a strange technology I refer to as "The Pixel."

Do you believe me, young adventurer?

"against my bedder judgement, yes"

Many years ago, I stumbled upon an artifact of great mystery and power. Its power is exceeded only by its mystery, and by

manipulating it, I was able to move outside of the Kingdom, and into a sort of border realm between our world and the world of

the Designers.

It is a strange and dangerous place, filled with an assortment of strange and dangerous creatures.

For years I fought with and defeated these creatures, and became skilled, to a certain extent, in the manipulation of the Pixel.

Alas, I have grown old. These brittle bones can no longer withstand the rigors of combat, and my supply of Pixels has dwindled

to nothing.

Will you pick up the torch, Adventurer? Will you journey into this realm so that I may continue my studies?

"er, sure, i guess so..."

Wonderful!

This artifact, when equipped, will allow you to enter the 8-Bit Realm.

Unfortunately, I seem to have forgotten where the door to this realm lies.

Oh well, I'm sure you'll find it.

You acquire an item: continuum transfunctioner

lol...

Have a Blessed Weekend guys!!